She's not here...she's gone.

Fuck this is lonely....It's Sunday morning and I'm at home on my own.   Thom is with Kim and it's just me and the dog.  The absence of life here is huge.  I miss the Sunday morning feeling.  The feeling of being together with my wife and having my family together. To come back in from a dog walk and for her to be here and being busy.  To say, nice walk?   That'll never happen again....sure I may get to do it again with someone, but I won't ever do that with my Claire.  It's been 2 years, and how hard this right now is shocking me. I miss her so very much xx